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mimosas célébration !
 

"Come quickly,

I am drinking the stars!"

— Dom Pérignon after inventing champagne
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art is magick.

"I believe that magic is art, and that art, whether that be music, writing, sculpture, or any other form, is literally magic.  Art is, like magic, the science of manipulating symbols, words, or images, to achieve changes in consciousness...  Indeed to cast a spell is simply to spell, to manipulate words, to change people's consciousness, and this is why I believe that an artist or writer is the closest thing in the contemporary world to a shaman.  
- Alan Moore

mirror/water

I visited the Pacific Ocean for the first time in my life this morning.  I carried my petals and tried to think pure thoughts as I poured them into the ocean around me, as the moon beamed on the waves.  I felt thankful of course, and yet I still tried to focus on one thought or feeling of gratitude but instead I felt many emotions: excitement, anxiety, disbelief at where I was at this moment in my life, and how it was that I ended up there, and the soul that I was with at that moment and why... It made me so happy and it made me so sad that I didn't know what to feel, so I poured all my feelings together with my petals into the crashing waves at my feet.  I wished for the best.  

 

"The Ego Separates Us From Our True Self" by Supreme Master Ching Hai

Wisdom is really important; and ego, we have to cut it. The less ego, the better. It is a pity because we don’t really need this ego. The ‘I’ that knows everything already, the ‘I‘ that is expert in this and specialist in that we don’t need all that. Because if we don’t have them, then we are more smart. We will become more intelligent, smarter, really.

 

The only reason I can do many things well and that everyone likes is because, perhaps, I have very little ego or none. I keep checking myself to see if any ego pops up. Perhaps the reason that your ego doesn’t go away is because you don’t have the chance to rub with other people, like no one checks you, no one fixes you; no one tells you what’s wrong with you because you don’t do anything with other people. Or, you are in a very high position outside in the society, like you are a boss or some director, manager, whatever; you are the one who tells everyone what to do all the time, and no one ever talks back at you. Also, sometimes even as a practitioner, you have no chance to be corrected by anyone else. But don’t be offended; cut that ego off. Okay?

 

It’s not enough that you meditate. You’ve got to be exposed to many situations to grow up. You have to go out and also react to the reality in order to have more intelligence. Meditation helps also, but if you don’t have a chance to polish it, then it doesn’t work.

 

If anyone at all scolds you, or even wrongly accuses you, be thankful for that person. That’s good for your humility, actually; and even if it’s not true, it’s also good for you. At that time, you check yourself out and then you know how much ego you have. If at that time you just still say, “Oh, I’m such a good person, why does he say like this and like this?” And you complain all day, and then you’ll begin to hate that person, then still it’s no good. Anyway, if someone corrects you in any way, that’s really good for you. You learn from that mistake, and you become better and better.

 

No one is bad, just ego is bad. Truly the egos is the worst enemy of everyone. Many people like to keep it, that’s the problem. If you listen to this ego too much, you forget your great Self, your intelligent Self, your wise wisdom Self. That is the only problem. It’s a pity if you keep listening to the ego, like you know too much and all that. Then you don’t know your real Self. The main problem is the ego separates us from our true Self, from the one who truly knows everything. If we just think we know everything about this world, then we don’t know our Self. That’s the greatest problem with the ego.

 

The ego is the greatest enemy. Sometimes the ego destroys a marriage, destroys a relationship, destroys a friendship, destroys the love between mother and son, or father and daughter even, because the ego causes conflict all the time—doesn’t want to do anything that is pleasing to the mother or father or pleasing to the partner, just wants to do the thing that causes trouble. Day after day like this, if a partner always causes trouble, then of course the relationship is broken. You cannot remember anything but bad things about each other—bad souvenirs, bad happening, bad events, bad result – and never good. So, of course the relationship cannot live this way, the marriage cannot continue.

 

This is just physically speaking. Talking about the spiritual level, of course you’re even far away from your Self. If you’re clinging to your worldly know-how a little bit, even if you don’t even know enough and you think you know a lot, and you just cling to that, then you don’t know your Self. For example, if you have something in front of you, like even just a thin curtain, you cannot see yourself through the mirror.  But if that thin curtain falls down, then you can see yourself clearly. This is the ego problem. It just stands between people; it stands between your real Self and anything else that comes near you. Then it makes everything damaged or ruined or distorted; it is not the real thing anymore.

 

It’s a pity. This is not the thing we should keep. It’s our enemy. The little knowledge that we think we know—that is not our true knowledge. The ego is really hard to get rid of, very, very hard; and it ruins many things in this world. It causes war. It causes enemies and hatred, and ruin of nations. The people who have no ego never want to war with anyone because they can see through the uselessness of those things. So, ego is the worst enemy of everyone in this world.

 

Animals, they don’t have ego. True dogs, for example, don’t have any ego. They are so pure, that’s why they can love you every minute. Even if you just scold them, they come with wagging tail immediately, the moment you come and love them. They never hold any hatred within their heart for a second. You can see that. So if you want to see the egoless being, look at the dog. Truly it’s like that.

 

Most animals don’t have ego at all, until humans interfere and ruin their nature. That’s the problem. We humans not only ruin ourselves by our little so-called knowledge of the world, but we also ruin nature, and we also ruin animals. We force them into crazy behavior. I observed it all and I know it.  It’s the truth. I’m not just telling it from books—it is truly like that.

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Pleased to meet you, 
hope you guess my name.

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'Someone told me there's a girl out there, with love in her eyes and flowers in her hair...'

Spent my days with a woman unkind,
smoked my stuff and drank all my wine.
Made up my mind to make a new start,
going to California with an aching in my heart.
Someone told me there's a girl out there, 
with love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.

Took my chances on a big jet plane,
never let them tell you that they're all the same.
The sea was red and the sky was grey,
wondered how tomorrow could ever follow today.
The mountains and the canyons started to tremble and shake
as the children of the sun began to awake.
 
Seems that the wrath of the Gods
got a punch on the nose and it started to flow;
I think I might be sinking.
Throw me a line if I reach it in time
I'll meet you up there where the path
runs straight and high.
 
To find a Queen without a King,
they say she plays guitar and cries and sings.
Ride a white mare in the footsteps of dawn
tryin' to find a woman who's never, never, never been born.
Standing on a hill in my mountain of dreams,
telling myself it's not as hard as it seems.
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moonrise i

She had angry eyes at first.  Then they turned her whole body red orange as she rose up into the sky from under the ocean and through the clouds.  It was honestly the most beautiful terrifying thing I have ever seen.  My first moonrise.
 

God speaks to each of us as he makes us,

then walks with us silently out of the night.

 

These are the words we dimly hear:

 

You, sent out beyond your recall,

go to the limits of your longing.

Embody me.

 

Flare up like a flame

and make big shadows I can move in.

 

Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.

Just keep going. No feeling is final.

Don't let yourself lose me.

 

Nearby is the country they call life.

You will know it by its seriousness.

 

Give me your hand. '

 

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" I don’t know what to say to you except that it tore the heart out of my body saying goodbye to you. "

-- Vita Sackville-West, from a letter to Virginia Woolf, dated January 28, 1927 
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today, here, and now.
 

Church / come back to me

Nocturne II by Martin Wittfooth

' come back to me with all your heart
don't let fear keep us apart
trees do bend though straight & tall
so must we to others' call
long have i waited for your coming
home to me & living deeply our new life
the wilderness will lead you
to your heart where i will speak
integrity & justice with tenderness
you shall know
you shall sleep secure with peace
faithfulness will be your joy
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tempest ii

'Behemoth' from the 'Tempest' exhibit, by Martin Wittfooth

Santa Monica, CA

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e s s e n c e

ˈesəns/

noun

noun: essence

  1. the intrinsic nature or indispensable quality of something, especially something abstract, that determines its character; 
    power of something without which it would not exist or be what it is.

    see also:

    quintessence, soul, spirit, nature;

    core, heart, crux, nucleus, substance; 

    principle, fundamental quality, sum and substance.

cleverness, insight;

' I will make you the gift of a secret.  
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;
what is essential is invisible to the eye
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tempest:

a howling storm comprised of wind, moon, and stars.  happy stormy moon darlings.  
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blossoming

Deep within everyone's heart there always remains a sense of longing for that hour, that summer, that one brief moment of blossoming. For several weeks or months, rarely longer, a beautiful young woman lives outside ordinary life. She is intoxicated. She feels as if she exists beyond time, beyond its laws; she experiences not the monotonous succession of days passing by, but moments of intense, almost desperate happiness.
-Irene Nemirovsky, Jezebel 

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Good fortune.
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Divinatio non secundus.

Anything that brings you closer to Source brings you closer to your truest form.
Through practice you will discover perfection.  Alas!  We are always in practice
because perfection is seldomly attained in this Life.

Many voices vie for control of your mind
when you sit in silence.
You must learn to discern
what is my voice
and what is not. 
This will take practice.

Awareness fills your mind with Light & Peace,
leaving no room for fear.  Wisdom is gained 
through persistent effort in letting go and 
letting the Storm
take you where it may.

The whirlwind makes no mistakes.

 

storm shower moon.

the snow falls hard, and don't you know,
the winds of thor are blowin' cold.
so everywhere i go 
will be as beautiful as your hair.
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close the door, put out the light. 
you know they won't be home tonight. 
the snow falls hard and don't you know? 
the winds of thor are blowing cold. 
they're wearing steel that's bright and true 
they carry news that must get through. 
 
they choose the path where no-one goes. 
 
they hold no quarter. 
 
walking side by side with death,
the devil mocks their every step 
the snow drives back the foot that's slow,
the dogs of doom are howling more 
they carry news that must get through,
to build a dream for me and you 
 
they choose the path where no-one goes. 
 
they hold no quarter. they ask no quarter. 
the pain, the pain without quarter. 
they ask no quarter. 

the dogs of doom are howling more!

Note to self:

Midnight to 5 a.m. provides the greatest moon.

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The Star Coins by Victor Paul Mohn

"Magic exists.  Who can doubt it, when there are rainbows and wildflowers, the music of the wind and the silence of the stars?  Anyone who has loved has been touched by magic.  Enchantment surrounds us in our lives every day - the inexplicable connectedness we sometimes experience with people, places, works of art; the eerie appropriateness of moments of synchronicity; the whispered voice, the hidden presence when we think we are alone."   
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The Witches' Sabbath by Leonor Fini 
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Where have you been,
where did you go?
Those summer nights
seem so long ago.
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YOUNIVERSE / Lucid Living

We have all heard of lucid dreaming before.  Lucid dreaming is the act of waking up within your dream, and becoming aware that you are operating within a dream world.  Everything around you becomes a little more saturated with colour and life as the realization sits in that the world around you is yours to create.  You can fly, manipulate matter, and influence the behaviour of other characters in your dream.

More profound than the new abilities you have is the underlying sense of being present in a realm of dreams.  Sometimes, it has almost moved me to tears while being in a lucid dream.  It’s so beautiful. One of the best parts about lucid dreaming is the profound implications they can have on our experience of reality.  I once had a lucid dream where it felt more real than real life.  There are times where I know I am lucid within a dream, but this felt so hyper-real I couldn’t decipher between lucid dream and reality anymore.

Then I thought to myself, “If I can’t tell the difference between this and real life, how can I be so certain that ‘real life’ is not a dream also?”.  A few moments after that, I found myself awake in my bedroom, hovering four feet over my body looking around my room which had now become illuminated by my astral body.

That experience taught me a lot about our experience of waking life.  It also taught me to look closer into what happened in my mind leading up to my experiences of becoming lucid within a dream.  What induced this lucidity? What happened in my mind as I transitioned from the dream state into lucidity?

After having many experiences with lucid dreaming, I began to get a sense of what it felt like to become lucid in waking life.  To literally step outside of your story temporarily and become the watcher of your journey.  Life is just a playground for spiritual evolution, and one day you will wake up and realize that you were just passing through.  You will wake up from this dream, just like you wake up from your dreams each morning after being fooled into thinking that your dream was all there was to reality. In the same way your subconscious mind creates the landscape of your dreams, your soul has created the landscape of your waking-dream.

It doesn’t require a thousand hours of meditation, or for you to read every New Age book that has been printed.  All it requires is that you make shifts in your consciousness, and I would like to share some very easy ways to shift away from ordinary consciousness and into lucid living. Here are 3 ways to become lucid while you are awake:

1) Stop thinking.  Become the witness. 

If you pay attention to what happens when you become lucid within a dream, you will notice that you literally get pulled out of your thoughts and into lucidity.  You are initially trapped in this day-dreaming state of mind, not considering anything around you.  And as lucidity begins to set in, your thoughts start to subside and a new level of awareness begins to arise from beyond the thought-stream.

Unfortunately, in waking life we don’t normally get yanked out of our thoughts and into transcendence out of nowhere.  It requires that use our will to re-direct our attention.  So right now, as you read this, I want you to stop what your doing.  If you’re just passively scrolling through this, take a moment to focus.  Take a deep breath right now.  Inhale…now exhale.

Take the next 10-20 seconds to stop thinking.  Don’t think about not thinking, just don’t think.  Listen to the sounds that are happening around you.  Maybe you hear the wind, or cars outside, or maybe you hear an undertone of silence.  Whatever sounds you may hear, don’t think about them.  Don’t judge them, comment on them, or label them.  Just listen, without thinking.  Now, pay attention to yourself as the listener.  Who is the one that is listening? And who is the one that is AWARE of the one that is listening?  There is something listening, but there is also something noticing the listening.

When it comes to dreaming, there is the dreamer (which is you who unconsciously cruises through the dream world), and then there is the awareness of the dreamer. This is where lucidity sets in.  In waking life, there is the one who lives (your ego, personality, etc.), and there is the one aware of the one who lives (your soul, pure consciousness).  When you take a moment to snap yourself out of autopilot mode, you will notice that the one who operates within autopilot mode is not you.  It is just an aspect of you, that YOU can become aware of.  Take a look around you.  Really take a moment to actually see.  Who is the one that is seeing right now, and who is the one that is aware you are seeing?

Don’t just hop on board with your thoughts and emotions, or even your experience of the world around you.  Take a moment to notice your thoughts, emotions, or experience.  Notice, and then notice that you are noticing.  Feel the sense of an alert presence arise within your being as you remain still.  You are now lucid living.

2) Pretend you are watching a movie.

Stop believing so strongly in the reality of waking life.  We get into a habit of taking the physical reality around us for granted, accept that we are alive, and then coast through it making a living.  What if you aren’t alive? What if this is just one massive collective dream we are all dreaming together?  Something which creates a shift in your consciousness into lucidity right away is practicing looking through your eyes like you are watching a movie.

Stop being your eyes.  They are just a screen. Take a moment to look through then as if you are watching a movie screen.  Right now.  Look around you.  You’re just role playing in a movie.  Everything around you is set up on purpose, and you are just a character in your own movie.  The people you see, the animals, even the stars and planets are all part of one massive movie.  And deep down in our souls, we all know this is just one big scene.

The next time you are in a conversation from someone, interact with them as if they are another character in this movie of yours.  And pay attention to what they are saying and what it can show you about yourself and about life, because the point of THIS movie isn’t just to entertain you.  It’s to develop your soul and catalyze your evolution.

You’ll notice that as soon as you switch to the internal space of treating a situation like it is a scene in a movie that you are supposed to gain wisdom from, the qualities of the world around you begin to shift as well.  Something illuminates, and the people around you begin to collapse into your new energy field.  Sometimes I will practice this and feel a massive space open up within me right away.  When you stop believing in reality so much, it’s almost as if the universe is starts winking at you to let you know you’re on the right track.

3) Live as though you have only 60 seconds left. 

One time I was biking home from a forest after what I considered to be an unsuccessful meditation.  I was far too distracted with my thoughts, and they were preventing me from feel free and expansive inside.  After I exited the forest I stopped biking and turned back to stare at the trees, trying to shift perspectives to see which one would induce the most transcendence. I tried looking at the trees as if I was dreaming, as if they were God, as if they were an expression of me, and as if they were a product of infinite intelligence.  Nothing, in that moment, created any real shift for me.  Then I looked at the forest as if I only have 30 seconds left to live on earth.  I look at the trees as if it was the last time I would ever get to see a tree again, and I began to cry.

One of the most humbling realizations is that impermanence is an unchanging truth.  You will never get to experience this moment ever again.  Everything around you will pass with time.  The trees, the buildings, relationships, accomplishments.  Perhaps even the universe itself.  The only things that will remain are memories.  Life is so so temporary.  We all know how fast time seems to fly by.  Whether you believe you have a soul or not, here is a truth that has literally changed the way I see life:

There will be a time in this life where you will be old and near passing.  You will be reflecting on your past experiences, on how you spent your life, on all of the great times you had, and maybe even on how often you took life for granted.  There will come a time in your life where you would give ANYTHING to be in this position right now.  Alive, youthful, healthy.   You would give your arm and a leg if you could just experience life as a 20 or 30 or 50-year-old again.  Imagine yourself being on your deathbed and wishing you could go back for just 30 seconds to extract more experience from life and to fully appreciate how amazing it is.  Consider this moment, right now, being your wish granted. What are you going to do with this moment?

Look at the world through the lens of impermanence and you will notice a shift inside of you right away that may knock you off your feet, as it did for me.  One day, you won’t have a future.  Taking even just a moment to look at the world as if these are your last 60 seconds is a surefire way to snap yourself out of daydreaming and into lucidity.

To become lucid in this world, you don’t need to be asleep.  All you need to do is recognize yourself as the dreamer, and your life as the dream.

--Steven Bancarz, Spirit Science and Metaphysics

l u c i d i t y

lucidity

  (loo-sid-i-tee)

noun 

 

1.  characterized by clear perception or understanding; rational, sane, comprehensible:
     "a lucid moment in her madness."

 

2.  a capacity to perceive the truth directly and instantanously; clairvoyance.  

 

3.  shining or bright.  

from the latin lucidus meaning "light, bright, clear."

the other night ;

Untitled by Anonymous Bosch

 

In the night shall I become the universe?  I feel that in every part of me of me, invisible and nonexistent, I am supremely, totally visible.  Marvelously bound, I offer in a single unique image the expression of the world.  Without color, inscribed in no thinkable form, neither the product of a powerful brain, I am the sole necessary image.  On the retina of the absolute eye, I am the tiny inverted image of all things.” 
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God's dream is materializing.  
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curses

The most beautiful bodies are like transparent glass.

— Czesław Miłosz, Hymn

the divine is within us

"They both wanted to exchange bodies, exchange faces. There was in both of them the dark strain of wanting to become the other, to deny what they were, to transcend their actual selves."
Anaïs NinLadders to Fire

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