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" Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love, or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you to believe in something bigger than yourself. " 
-- she/her/hers

important

“ I am astonished in my teaching to find how many poets are nearly blind to the physical world.  They have ideas, memories, and feelings, but when they write their poems they often see them as similes.  To break this habit, I have my students keep a journal in which they must write, very briefly, six things they have seen each day—not beautiful or remarkable things, just things.  This seemingly simple task usually is hard for them.  At the beginning, they typically “see” things in one of three ways: artistically, deliberately, or not at all.  Those who see artistically instantly decorate their descriptions, turning them into something poetic: the winter trees immediately become “old men with snow on their shoulders,” or the lake looks like a “giant eye.”  The ones who see deliberately go on and on describing a brass lamp by the bed with painful exactness.  And the ones who see only what is forced on their attention: the grandmother in a bikini riding on a skateboard, or a bloody car wreck.  But with practice, they begin to see carelessly and learn a kind of active passivity until after a month nearly all of them have learned to be available to seeing—and the physical world pours in.  Their journals fill up with lovely things like, “the mirror with nothing reflected in it.”  This way of seeing is important, even vital to the poet, since it is crucial that a poet see when she or he is not looking—just as she must write when she is not writing.  To write just because the poet wants to write is natural, but to learn to see is a blessing.  The art of finding in poetry is the art of marrying the sacred to the world, the invisible to the human. 

— Linda Gregg, The Art of Finding

amour

When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bonds; your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction, and you find yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and you discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you ever dreamed yourself to be.  In précis, the feeling of love is the highest frequency you can emit.  The greater the love you feel and emit, the greater the power you are harnessing.  
 

night nurse/milk bath

Good afternoon.  
 

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s t i l l

still 
  (stĭl)

n., adj. 

1.  not moving or making a sound.

2.  deep silence and calm; tranquility, serenity, peace.
      "the still of the night"

3.  in the future as in the past; at the present time.  

 

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Fools rush in 

Where angels fear to tread

And so I come to you my love

My heart above my head



Though I see

The danger there

If there's a chance for me

Then I don't care



Fools rush in

Where wise men never go

But wise men never fall in love

So how are they to know?



When we met

I felt my life begin

So open up your heart and let

This fool rush in



Oh, open up your heart and let

This fool rush in
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“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”
— John Lennon

 

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“If a thing loves, it is infinite.”

William Blake
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Remember, I am made of love.
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Happy Friday the 13th, Valentine.

All I know is, when you hold me,
you're dreaming rosy, rosy when you hold me.

“It was as though she practiced some wicked art: black magic, voodoo, or poetry.”
―Valerie Martin, The Ghost of the Mary Celeste

via russ mezikofsky photography

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“I’ve a strange feeling come over me—almost as if I were going to think!”
— Aleister Crowley, Moonchild
 

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Night Time by Field Of Roses

if you go outside at night
after the world has gone to sleep
you can hear the planet sigh
under the secrets it can't keep
and the wind sings different tunes
to the ones you hear by day
as though it's choking on the words
that we're too afraid to say
for how can we see its weakness
when we've not known something so strong
and if it weeps and we can't hear it
does it mean there's nothing wrong ? "

 

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“Oblivion of words will form

the exact language for

understanding the glances of

our closed eyes.

You are here, intangible

and you are all the universe which

I shape into the space of my

room. Your absence springs

trembling in the ticking of the

clock, in the pulse of light;

you breathe through the mirror. From

you to my hands, I caress

your entire body, and I am with

you for a minute and I am with

myself for a moment. And my

blood is the miracle which

runs in the vessels of the air

from my heart to yours.”

— Frida Kahlo, to Diego from The Diary of Frida Kahlo: An Intimate Self-portrait

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paradiso

'Eden'

" The Expulsion from Paradise is eternal in its principal aspect: this makes it irrevocable, and our living in this world inevitable, but the eternal nature of the process has the effect that not only could we remain forever in Paradise, but that we are currently there, whether we know it or not. "
― Franz Kafka

dream sweet.

“Here is my secret. It’s quite simple: One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes. It’s the time that you spent on your rose that makes your rose so important. People have forgotten this truth,” the fox said, “But you mustn’t forget it. You become responsible for what you’ve tamed. You’re responsible for your rose…”

- The Little Prince

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Scattered thoughts like petals.

February 10, 2015, 7:15 p.m.

 

Dear Lover, 

 

You've forgotten how to sleep, or at least rest your wearied mind.  You have discovered that you are the girl whom others divulge their deepest secrets and greatest fears.  Always curiously in succession, within days of each other.  When your beloved are in need, it is you who is the calm in the storm, the beacon of safety and hope in the midst of wailing winds and dangerous waves.  Take me out to sea, ship in a bottle girl.  Never to return.  

 

Each hour of the day is almost tedious, for waking daylight wearies you.  You are a creature of the night, belonging in darkness.  You wait all day for mother moon, craving to be wholly submerged in your sea or in the stars.  Bathwater brings a certain comfort that nothing else can touch upon.  Reminiscent of love spells, like hands through your hair and kisses on your skin.  'I am breathless with the thought of you...  I tremble with your touch.'

 

You read some poetry this evening and were moved to shivers and tears.  You feel too much, too often.  Sometimes there is so much beauty in the world, you feel like you can't take it, and your heart is just going to cave in.  Sometimes you hate yourself for feeling all these feelings far too much, and far too often.  Emotions are varying colors, with every hue and nuance of a rainbow, miles long and wide and deep...  and endless, depthless.  Red is passion.  Blue is sorrow.  Violet is magick.  Over and over.  

 

Let me plant flowers within you.  'I lingered round them, under that benign sky; watched the moths fluttering among the heath and harebells; listened to the soft wind breathing through the grass; and wondered how anyone could ever imagine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet earth.'  

 

Good night.  

x

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DAWN, n. The time when men of reason go to bed.  Certain men prefer to rise at about that time, taking a bath and a long walk with an empty stomach, and otherwise mortifying the flesh.  They then point with pride to these practices as the cause of their sturdy health and ripe years; the truth being that they are hearty, not because of their habits, but in spite of them.  The reason we find only robust persons doing this thing is that it has killed all the others who have tried it.
— Ambrose Bierce, The Devil’s Dictionary

' Dawn is a feeling . . . a beautiful ceiling. '

Dawn is a feeling

A beautiful ceiling

The smell of grass

Just makes you pass

Into a dream



You're here today

No future fears

This day will last

A thousand years

If you want it to



You look around you

Things they astound you

So breathe in deep

You're not asleep

Open your mind



You're here today

No future fears

This day will last

A thousand years

If you want it to



Do you understand

That all over this land

There's a feeling

In minds far and near

Things are becoming clear

With a meaning



Now that you're knowing

Pleasure starts flowing

It's true life flies

Faster than eyes

Could ever see



You're here today

No future fears

This day will last

A thousand years

If you want it to

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i wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul.

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“It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing.  And there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it. And this bag was just... dancing with me.  Like a little kid begging me to play with it.  That's the day I realized there was this entire life behind things, and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever.  It helps me remember... I need to remember.  Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it... and my heart is just going to cave in.”

American Beauty

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Lunar by Ulrich Grabowski

' My darling, you can't see it, can you?
How like the moon you are.  Both of you
so timid in yourselves; hiding pieces from
the world.  Then, there are those rare
moments when you are both full and it becomes
hard to look away.  Oh, you are beautiful.
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Love is all.
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Without a doubt, my favorite time of the day is always by moonlight.
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She was tied to the moon by long threads of red tangled blood.
She moved like a woman tied to the moon …
it enveloped her and it opened her to an absolute night without dawn.

— Anaïs Nin, Snowdrops of winter … crocuses of spring, from Aphrodisiac

 

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Say hello


"She's falling hard for me, I can see it in her eyes.
She acts just like a nurse with all the other guys."

Gone Girl.

all of the flowers
all of the flowers I gave her
she burned them
burned them

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She acts just like a nurse with all the other guys.

' Say hello to all the apples on the ground,
they were once in your eyes but you sneezed them out while sleeping.
Say hello to everything you've left behind, 
it's even more a part of your life now that you can't touch it. 

I'm taking her home with me, all dressed in white. 
She's got everything I need, some pills in a little cup.
She's falling hard for me, I can see it in her eyes. 
She acts just like a nurse with all the other guys.
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via apgibson

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I think the night sky was made so beautiful so that we might stand beneath it and marvel completely all the while feeling utterly humbled as we remember exactly who we are.  

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A woman who writes feels too much,
those trances and portents!
As if cycles and children and islands
weren’t enough; as if mourners and gossips
and vegetables were never enough.
She thinks she can warn the stars.
A writer is essentially a spy.
Dear love, I am that girl.
-- Anne Sexton, The Black Art
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